The Love of a Mom

I’m just writing about random feelings and things in my life. I enjoy writing about my faith and feelings.  I get more in depth with my letters to GOD than I do here.

Now I get to my daughter, Destiny.  She means more to me than I will ever have the words to describe the love that I have for her.  I had no idea that I could love anyone as much as I love her.  She is my precious one, the one that makes my whole heart swell up with pride.  Thank You GOD for the miracle that you have given to me.

My life up to seventeen was hard however the hardest time came at seventeen and after.  It all started when my parents decided that they knew what was best for me when it came to the child I was carrying.  I had chosen the name Destiny for the child because I didn’t know what her future held.  I gave birth to Destiny and while in the hospital they had someone they knew take her out of the hospital.  My mind shut down and they were able to take advantage of that and convinced me that I had an abortion, and they kept this false story up until their death. From the day of Destiny’s birth till she was thirty-three I carried the guilt of this false story.  This false story led me to believe that I would see or talk to her ever again.

When my mother passed away, I found out that what I was told all the year was a lie and they had kept up with Destiny all the way till Destiny was an adult and married according to an attorney I contacted.  To show how GOD can and does perform miracles the story doesn’t end in sorry.

I stopped at a gas station close to where I lived one day.  When I went to pay for what I had gotten there was a clerk there that looked so unhappy I ask her how she was doing, and she said fine.  Of course, I’m the type of person who told the truth, so I told her no you’re not.  Of course, she had shocked look on her face.  I just took what I bought and left the store.  A few days later I started going to the gas station more frequently. My youngest son went into the gas station one day and told Destiny that she was his sister.  He said to Destiny you look just like my mom.  He took a hair out of Destiny’s brush to have a DNA test ran just to prove to Destiny that she was his sister.  He was very excited when the results came in because Destiny would have no choice but to believe that they were siblings.

One day I asked Destiny to move in with me because she was living in a bad situation, and I was in the process of getting a divorce.  After Destiny had moved in Destiny and I started getting close and I looked at her as an adopted daughter little did, I know what the truth was.  One day Destiny walked in and said there was something she need to tell me, and I needed to sit down.  Destiny began talking about how my son had told her that she was his sister and she told him he was crazy.  Then she told me that my youngest son had a DNA test ran and the results were that they were siblings on the maternal side which meant that I was her birth mother. I was very shocked because she was not only back in my life, but she was thirty-three.

I thank GOD every day for letting Destiny and I get back together.  There is more to come about Destiny and my life together.